With only one full class remaining and one exam, I now feel safe to allow myself to start missing Bobby. I have tried to not think of the distance or even being apart and I have done quite well. I have not shed a single tear, I have not let my spirits get down, all has been well. Now I am allowing myself to fantasize about going back and finally getting to be together again. It has made my last few days a bit more difficult but they are passing quickly any way.
I am already plotting my packing and cleaning of the flat, which will have to be done tomorrow and thursday. Friday I head back to Paris and I have my wedding dress fitting at 4!! I can’t believe that the time is nearly done. Now it is time to start planning for our next step. First, for us to go to NY for Christmas and then where we will live after the Philippines! So many exciting things are happening and I just can’t wait to get back to Bobby so that we can plot all of this!
My eagerness to return also led to a lack of patience for all other things, I noticed yesterday I didn’t care about what was happening in my class. Normally I am very attentive and try my best but I was just thinking about Bobby and the Philippines and I got so sick of the French things. Today I was back to normal but it still had upset me yesterday, I was just so ready for it to all end already. Now it is soon enough indeed. I just love wrapping up one chapter and moving on to the next!
Countdown to the Philippines: 5 days
